Life Update

I'm neither loving or hating my life today.

I opened my eyes today with a wish that my buyer would reactivate his Odesk account, I was deeply praying for it because I know our finances will be deeply affected by a sudden change. It's a weekend and the chances are pretty slim, but I still prayed and hoped.

I still decided not to make amends with Jeff, I don't think I can handle that now. I only got one rule, please please don't do things that will irritate me and you'll see who I really am when I'm angry.

I plurked today and I hope my karma would go up up and away... Oh for the sake of karma. I getting tired of this..

I'm still not satisfied with our househelp's performance, maybe I should teach her my cleaning style tomorrow. I got nothing to do anyway. One more thing, I'm beginning to hate her adobo, a week will not pass without her cooking adobo atleast twice.

I'm about to let go a client, this Magento guy got into my nerves the other day. I know I need the money badly but I won't let this guy get into my nerves again, he's a walking stress for me.

I'm currently listening to Magic 89.9's radio portal, their songs relaxed me a bit, reminds me of early years. Hhhhmmm.. my prime years. Loved it, no regrets.

I just browsed Mama Sacha's facebook profile, finally after ten thousand years she approved my request. Well, I think she forgot her password that's why she can't log in for weeks now.

I'm still taking cetrizine daily before I sleep, trust me, it's making me cranky and unproductive. I'm just gonna let 6 more days pass then I'm hoping to be back to my old self without medication.

I miss my old self, my happy go lucky times when I didn't think about the future and just let my day pass without worrying anything. Now that I'm married, though without a child yet, I feel that I have more responsibility and that I have to work twice as much as I used to.

I mentioned to a friend today, life depends on your daily decision, if you fail to make the right one, there's a consequence bonus to that. I guess there was a day when I made the wrong one and karma is just trying to even out and decided that today's D' Day.

Sometimes life really sucks. This is one of the moment when life really sucks, and I do too.