Life is never easy, but it will be if you let God handle all your burdens, this is what I learned in the years that I've been through my ups and downs.
I have a great family, but growing up allowed me to experience a lot of pain, especially with my dad's previous escapades and mom's hot temper. I am the eldest of 3 and have kept all my insecurities, issues and burdens inside. I had no one to talk to as a problematic child.
Though I didn't have to work so I could go to school, money had been a great issue for us, especially in high school. In college, I'm the one always left out when my friends are out for a shopping escapade.
Unfortunately, I didn't save up enough when I started working, I splurged and splurged without thinking about the future. Then I got married. Things got worst, I was at the peak of my career and got married to someone not financially independent and emotionally problematic. It was a rough phase going through all the dramas. I nearly dreaded the day I met him and married him.
Then realization hit me. My husband has been my shoulder to cry on and my best friend who listens when I vent and rant about anything. He is not only a partner, playmate or a lover, he is my soul mate. I may have married at the wrong time but I know that Love matters more than anything else in this world. God brought us together so that we could strengthen each other at our lowest. We just had to get to know each other more by going through all the challenges we had to face.
I am happier now and content, though at times I still feel a bit hesitant about our lives together and what will happen in the future, so I constantly remind myself that God is always with us.
I have a great family, but growing up allowed me to experience a lot of pain, especially with my dad's previous escapades and mom's hot temper. I am the eldest of 3 and have kept all my insecurities, issues and burdens inside. I had no one to talk to as a problematic child.
Though I didn't have to work so I could go to school, money had been a great issue for us, especially in high school. In college, I'm the one always left out when my friends are out for a shopping escapade.
Unfortunately, I didn't save up enough when I started working, I splurged and splurged without thinking about the future. Then I got married. Things got worst, I was at the peak of my career and got married to someone not financially independent and emotionally problematic. It was a rough phase going through all the dramas. I nearly dreaded the day I met him and married him.
Then realization hit me. My husband has been my shoulder to cry on and my best friend who listens when I vent and rant about anything. He is not only a partner, playmate or a lover, he is my soul mate. I may have married at the wrong time but I know that Love matters more than anything else in this world. God brought us together so that we could strengthen each other at our lowest. We just had to get to know each other more by going through all the challenges we had to face.
I am happier now and content, though at times I still feel a bit hesitant about our lives together and what will happen in the future, so I constantly remind myself that God is always with us.
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